Dear Newt,

I wrote this for you to know that I will go. I'm not gonna come back and I won't regret!

And...I'm sorry for the last time we met, I don't know what gets into me... By the way, I just want you to be happy and...Well...Forget about me, please... This is the best thing for both of us. You know that, right?! We haven't got the same opinion of life and...Love... Sorry... I...I don't know what to say...I'm totally out of myself... There is something I totally want you to know but... Even I don't know what is it.

Nevermind...I just begin to ask, where are you when you read this?! At school, perhaps.... You always take hours to open a letter. I remember you've told me that it's bat to tear papers... That time, I think you're just pretending, but, when we became good friends I suddenly realized that you're telling the truth. For me, that was weird... But... That's also why we're friends, right?!

What should I write down now...I wanted this to be a long long letter since it's the last words I can tell you... You know me, so, you'll definitely laugh at me, I mean, about what I just said, right?! ...Have you ever feel sadness and happiness coming to you at the same time? I am right now...I don't know what to say... I'm sad beacause I have to leave you, and happy because I'm leaving... Do you understand?! I'm sure that you will tell me that you do even if you DO NOT... Even if you don't know anything... But, I will, I will believe you because... Because "we are friends"...

Oh... It's now 11 pm... I'm really tired...


...I guess I'll have to be the one who tell you this because I know you won't...:

I LOVE YOU ....


Well then... Good bye... See you...one day...


Linda