I am a girl who can watch a movie or hear a song and it will change my life forever. I have so much passion and I strongly believe in love and happiness. Most people are so busy worrying about money that they forget what life is truly about. Well I'm nothing like that. I walk outside and take a deep breath of fresh air and smile because I have so much joy in my heart. I am just so happy to be alive. I always imagine my life to be this big love story. I try to play it out in my mind over and over and I never know how it's going to end because the ending always changes. My plans never work out so my imagination has to rearrange some things and I am completely okay with that.

There is one thing that never seems to change and that is my love and passion for my wonderful boyfriend Gregory. He has filled my life with so many amazing memories and I wish there was a way to show him how much I love him. Being in a young relationship is hard but it's worth it and even though you have people reminding you everyday how young you are and asking you why you are holding back on doing fun things like going to the club and partying but people just don't understand that not everyone cares about the same things. I don't feel that I am missing out on anything because this is fun to me. He is IT for me. He is the one. I may only be 19 years old and I may have a long life ahead of me but when I look ahead all I see is his face. He is in all of my past memories and all of my future memories to come. Everytime I look into his eyes I can feel his heart flutter next to mine. Greg and I have been together for 3 years and 5 months and he still gives me butterflies and that has to count for something. My family is always telling me that they hope I know what I am getting myself into and my mom just wants to make sure that I don't make the same mistakes as she did and be in regret for the rest of my life. But I make my own choices. I am a smart girl and I will make mistakes but they will be my own mistakes and I will have to deal with them and I know that.

People can be so quick to judge and they have to put their two cents in and I just want to say "shut up!" The world does not always work out the same way for you as for someone else. You may choose to be rock star and not make it but it doesn't mean that the kid down the block won't, so don't tell him that he won't make it because you didn't.I guess it really is true what they say misery really does love company. The world works in an amazing way and no one can figure it out but that's the beauty of it all, everything is a big suprise. Who wants to know what's going to happen everyday, I don't! I want to be surprised and swept off my feet, see things and feel things that I never thought possible.

Most people don't see life the way I do like my mom used to tell me "life's not fair" well that's not true, life is fair, you just don't know it yet. Every story has an ending and it works out for the best and if it doesn't then man you must have some really bad karma. I believe that my life will be like magic and everything will happen with a big BANG! People are going to fight and things are going to get really hard. Someone is going to die and someone is going to lose their mind but through all of these bad and terrible things, another baby will be born and people are going to accomplish their goals and dreams. People will grow in love and learn that the good will always outweigh the bad even though at that moment it doesn't seem that way and in the end there will always be a new beginning.